My uncle raped me.
I was 10 years old when it started.
At 13 he told me I was no longer wanted because I had started to develop.
At 16 I was ready to kill him.
Today, I’m broken.
Today, I only breathe to survive.
My name’s Sergeant Major Ryan Jenkins and today, I’m ready to tell you my story.
“Master would flog me if I did, she won’t be happy when I tell her what happened here.”
“It’s just such a difficult situation.”
“Of course it’s difficult.” She stops talking and taps her fingernails again. My eyes go to where she’s
tapping, and then follow up to her face. I try to avoid her abrasive orbs. “You’re overpowered by
agony and torment, and it’s slowly claiming you day by day.”
I finally concede and look into Stella's eyes. Because every word she’s said, and every sentence that
she’s breathed out has been so accurate about me.
“Freedom,” she says as I intake a huge gulp of air at that word. “I can promise you freedom if you
can promise me you’ll never lie to me.”
I want it. I think I may even deserve my very own happily ever after. Are they real? According to
movies and books they’re attainable. But this isn’t a movie, or even a fucking book.
This is my life.
And I’m going to try to get it.
“No lies, ever,” I whisper.
I don't do 'normal'.
I've found that the more I write, the more I like being different to other authors. I write in first
person, and I love to challenge a reader.
I take the normal and switch it around.
For me, I really enjoy getting a reaction from a reader. So if I can evoke an emotion (regardless of if
it's the emotion the reader wants) then I figure that I've done my job as an author I want to be.
I really quite revel in taking people out of their comfort zones and pushing them to read something
My genre of writing is, well quite frankly, where ever my mind goes. I won't label myself because I
don't like sticking to one genre.
My goal with writing is just to take people away from whatever is going on in their lives, even if it's
only for a split second.
I'm a go with the flow sort of person and don't really take a course of action to get where I am going.
I live in the moment and don't usually worry about tomorrow because whatever life is due to bring
me, I'll be happy to accept.
I love my family and friends and will help anyway I can if someone needs it. I really don't like people
that are nasty just because they can be, I don't believe that's necessary, I mean life's hard enough as
I hope you enjoy my books, I've had a hoot writing them. There's more to come.....
Til next time.
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